October 2011
I cant make myself get out of bed today. At one point i thought this was all a bad dream… Unfortunately not. I want you back… :’(
Ranty rant rant.
So its over.
Least ill be this fucked up little insecure mess again. And mum will be happy that im gettinf skinnier again.
Right now i want to go outside and puke in the garden.
Ill drink every weekend again, smoke with jake, end up not eating to the point where i shake uncontrollably and walk whenever i can and wii fit for hours on end!
And i miss this!…. This is what ill become again....
And were over just like that… Im such a mess right now. Least ill get back to focusing on being a sexy skinny bitch… Because lets face it i need something to fill time up now and i want to look fucking tiny again and the thought of eating makes me sick at the moment… Least i can go back to being a skinny mentally fucked up bitch…. I want my boyfriend and that. My eyes hurt...
Ever since i was little ive never showed that im hurt… But this hurts more than a scraped knee… :’(
I cant handle this right now… :(
Rowan
I know lately we both feel like were not happy about something… But i adore you. And miss you x
For every :) i get in my ask ill post a...
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Oh its late ill pour my heart out.
So…. I know im not the skinniest or prettyest person. But i have a big heart. Let me in and ill grow to love you and appreciate having you around, im actually pretty nice when you get to know me (: but if you fuck me over, ill become your worst nightmare. My gorgeous rowan, you are one of the most amazing people in my life. And although sometimes i feel like im annoying you, its...
30627) I feel like I'll never be thin enough to...
Reblog if you'd like 3 messages from a curious...
30516) With each pound I lose I tell myself...
30533) I'm trying so hard but I cannot stop hating...
crying my eyes out. oh yay.
30508) I always feel like just bursting out in...
10 tags
Burn down my school and ill promote you.
UGH YOU'RE FUCKING OBLIVIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometimes i just want to throw something at you… FUCK! I just want to spend time with you! FDSNHMGDGHID FGLN
30315) I want to be weightless. I want to fly. I...
30384) I want to be so tiny that my boyfriend is...
September 2011
My goal... to be 55 by the time my birthday comes...
I went a bit off track… fuck you winter! but I dont want to know what I am! so hard work starts again and then ill check! I will do this! and I will get there! Im determined to get there and to get back on track! :D
You've always been beautiful. Now you're just...
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Do you think I have talent?....
I’m like snow white after she’s eaten the poison apple. The poison is trickling through my veins, but there’s a catch this isn’t a fairytale and there’s no prince to save me so the poison keeps trickling through eating away through my body.
I miss the innocence of being a child when the hardest thing you had to face was a scraped knee. Boys were gross, you would ‘always’ be best friends, the...
I'm happiest when I'm empty.
9770) I want to be so skinny that it hurts to look...
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August 2011
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25551) Most girls look in the mirror to check...
Reblog if you do or have actually cried because...
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29350) I am full of secrets. My life is one giant...
Can you do me a massive favor?! ILL PROMO YOU IF...
My boyfriend entered a desgin competition …. sooo it would be amazing if he could get as many votes as possible! just click on the like link on this page
http://www.artofnature.sa.gov.au/gallery/index.php?id=84&category=cleland
Thankyou so much if you do this! (: ill will promote you if you like (: or any favors really!
oh and this one too please! THANKYOU any help is appreciated!!!
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Hey can everyone do me a massive favor?! if you do...
My boyfriend entered a desgin competition …. sooo it would be amazing if he could get as many votes as possible! just click on the like link on this page
http://www.artofnature.sa.gov.au/gallery/index.php?id=84&category=cleland
Thankyou so much if you do this! (: ill will promote you if you like (: or any favors really!
oh and this one too please! THANKYOU any help is appreciated!!!
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July 2011
Anonymous asked: Pretty sure you've always wanted to see me naked.. Well.. I'm feeling pretty adventurous today so go to datelink7[dot]com (switch [dot] with .) then sign up and find my profile under the username 'lolsummer69'. I hid my face in the pictures. but I want you to guess who I am and then hit me up on Facebook lol. Good luck.
